I'll probably regret posting this here and delete it later like I always do. I wrote this song while crying hysterically

Is it desperation to cling to you as often as I do?

My self loathing isn't fair to put you through

I would drop all desires of vengeance towards my abusers

If only I knew how to do that, we could be so much closer

For you, I'd rid my heart of all evil

And all that's left is a wash of shame

I don't feel empathy for many people

And it's killing me to see you in pain

Tears drop down onto these words

Another poem I will dedicate to you

I wish we could both find a cure

You're my reason to live, it's true

And if my desire to leave this Earth

Ends up stronger than my love for you

Darling, please don't let yourself be hurt

I'll try my best to live, I don't want to do that to you

I will do the best I can for you…

i deleted all my art submissions that i feel are not "portal worthy"

left one up just for preservation of my old art style

my boyfriend has inspired me to get more into art

i will take it as seriously as my music which is both completely and not at all

i need more emotional outlets

and stuff like this is helpful for me

edit: and yes i will still shitpost

I have an estrogen pill under my tongue and I just took a testosterone blocker. I'm ready to be a tit haver in at least 6 months

a lot of pent up hatred and crying went into this. enjoy

buy it digitally

https://screechcalamity.bandcamp.com/album/pray-the-wick-burns

high speed aggressive trans loving femboy music

I swear this doesn't usually happen

dude what the fuck i had a dream i was pissing all over someone's jacuzzi and i woke up midway through pissing and i couldnt stop the stream for a few seconds because my dick was still waking up

bruh, i havent pissed the bed since i was 9 years old

this sucks